congratulations to lupita nyong’o for her Oscar but more importantly congratulations because she’s literally the only person on this planet that can pull off every single color in existence
all hail craig thomas and carter bays
hello heart, i know i haven’t taken care of you for the past weeks. sorry for making you feel all sorts of emotions which weren’t there in the first place. but mostly, i’m sorry for getting your hopes up. and then having my head shut it down in the harshest way possible. don’t worry, i’ve learned this lesson for a thousandth time and i promise to guard you above all else.
There are three things I need each day. One, I need something to look up to, another to look forward to, and another is someone to chase.
First off, I want to thank God because that’s who I look up. He’s graced my life with opportunities. He’s shown me that it’s a scientific fact that gratitude reciprocates.
To my family is to what I look forward to. To my father [James] who I know is up there right now with a big pot of gumbo, he has a big lemon meringue pie over there. He’s probably in his underwear and has a big can of Miller Lite and he’s dancing right now. To you dad, you taught me how to be a man. To my mother [Mary] who’s here tonight, who taught me and my two older brothers — demanded — that we respect ourselves. And in turn we were able to learn how to respect others. Thank you for that mama.
And to my hero. That’s who I chase. When I was 15 years old I had a very important person in my life come and ask me ‘Who’s your hero?’” he continued. “I said, ‘I thought about it and it’s me in ten years. So I turned 25 ten years later and that same person comes to me and goes, ‘Are you a hero?’ I said, ‘Not even close!’ She said why and I said, ‘My hero is me at 35.’ You see, every day, and every week, and every month, and every year of my life my hero is always ten years away. I’m never going to be my hero. I’m not going to obtain that and that’s fine with me because it keeps me with somebody to keep on chasing.”
So to any of us, whatever those things are and whatever it is we look up to, whatever it is we look forward to and whoever it is we’re chasing, to that I say alright, alright, alright. And just keep living. You know?”
promised myself that i won’t think of you anymore
i was never one to keep my promises
oh the wait, it was so worth it
i’m so glad you waited